January 2012
It was a shocking GG episode.
I don't see the reason to stand up again.
It’s like you survive every single day. There is no goal to reach. You just survive. You feel nothing, you feel absolutely empty.
I am trying really hard to see a point to fight for… But I see nothing. NOTHING.
And it kills me inside. It makes my empty. I am empty. I don’t like dreaming anymore - because I know it’s not a life. I don’t like sleeping anymore -...
the entire week every single week
monday: i
tuesday: want
wednesday: to
thursday: kill myself
friday: i want to kill myself a little bit less
saturday: thank u god for waking me up today this is a glorious day amen
sunday: im killing myself
“She was a genius of sadness, immersing herself in it, separating its numerous...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via misswallflower)
I have family members who come over and watch me...
Look how fast she types, I don’t even know how to turn it on!
I’m just at the PC like:
But inside I’m like:
